Yabbyshmabby’s 52DC Blog

Well, I’m back.  I have straightened a bunch of things out in my personal life and everything is moving in the right direction.  This summer I dropped down to about 190 lbs due to not eating, my nerves, and starting to smoke again.  Currently, if I were to take a guess, I’m probably back up around 220.  My clothes are all very tight and I’m jiggly again. 

One of my biggest obsacles to overcome was my own mind.  I lead myself down this path and to near disaster in my relationship with my wife.  I have since gotten myself on track (for the first time ever) and am feeling great.  Now I just have to concentrate on leading a healthy lifestyle. 

I’m not too worried about quitting smoking again since I did it for 2 years with no problem.  What I am concerned about is being motivated to work out.  There was a point where I couldn’t live without it.  I was focusing 100% of my effort on that.  Ultimately that isn’t healthy behavior, so now I have to concentrate on doing things the right way.  I’ve actually started reading and stimulating my mind rather than watching television. 

I feel like about 900,000 bucks right now and I think getting back into shape will make me feel like a million.  I can’t wait to get rolling.